honey, i…

apologize

for all the ways i do you wrong

it takes a man

to take a stand...

i take a seat and put it in a song

don't know why i can't feel nothin'

god there must be something wrong with me

you think i've been up to something

i've only been down here on my knees

toffee skin

honey lips

pull me in

sugar kiss

catch my breath

ease my mind

coffee iris

your dark brown steaming eyes

don't know why i can't feel nothin'

god there must be something wrong with me

you think i've been up to something

i've only been down here on my knees

even though we might not make it

you were worth the hurting baby, oh…

even though i couldn’t show you

i love you more than you could ever know

don't know why i can't feel nothin'

god there must be something wrong with me

you think i've been up to something

i've only been down here on my knees

you’re not dead but you don’t want me

so you’re just as good as gone

i took the couch outside

where we laughed till we cried

and fell asleep with the tv on

you’re not dead but i can’t have you

so it might as well be true

and i don’t wanna live

without the way that you kiss

so i might as well be too

because we had true love

but you gave it up

i took the couch outside and i cried as it burned down...

then i walked back to the living room

through the same door you walked out

i had to burn the couch

oh i guess it’s just as well

because it looked good in my apartment

but it’s uncomfortable as hell

yeah it was cool in the beginning

but the novelty wore out

is that the way you feel about me now?

because we had true love

but you gave it up

i took the couch outside and i cried as it burned down...

then i walked back into the living room

through the same door you walked out

it reminds me

of getting deep in conversation

oh god, i knew you so well

all the memories we made babe

all our plans that went to hell…

so i had to burn that couch to save myself

because we had true love

but you gave it up

i took the couch outside and i cried as it burned down...

then i walked back into the living room

through the same door you walked out

old ways

the past got its hold on me

i’m stuck in the doorway

you’re out on the street

been dying to let this go

oh i’m dying to let it be

i’m so lucky to live like I do

man... some people just die in their sleep

baby

the future’s a bad bad dream

i have all the time

it’s so hard to decide

who i’m gonna be

yeah it’s just like the movies

just like a TV screen

it doesn’t feel real some nights

but I just keep replaying these scenes

i’m so lucky to know you

but it’s bittersweet company

i’m so lucky to lay next to you

i just wish i could actually sleep

if you remember when we drove to san francisco

when you stopped to pick that flower for my hair

if you loved the way i looked at you

dancin’ across the living room

then don’t you ever say i didn’t care

because i fill my time with moments worth the pain of loss

i love, i hurt, i feel it all

and i’ve got no regrets

for loving you and telling you

don’t act like i was selling you

a promise that i never could have kept

some beauty is so boundless

it could stand the test of mountains

some beauty fades like poems left in the sun

and if you ever really loved me

then you’ve probably also doubted

how you ever thought i could have been the one

well i had doubts too...

but i know that i loved you

if you remember when i drove you to the hospital

the tender way i laughed and held your hand

if the path we took to cross it all

didn’t feel like getting lost at all

then don’t you dare say i don’t understand

because some beauty is so boundless

it could stand the test of mountains

some beauty fades like poems left in the sun

and if you ever really loved me

then you’ve probably also doubted

how you ever thought i could have been the one

well i had doubts too...

but i know that i loved you

oh baby we’re all gonna die

might as well live while you’re alive

might as well feel everything there is to feel

might as well say it when you mean it

even if it’s not forever

flowers bloom and die each season

does it mean they aren't real…?

and i hope one day you’ll see my way

that every aching memory

was beautiful and worth the time we spent

because i fill my life with moments worth the pain of loss

i love, i hurt, i feel it all

and i’ve got no regrets

All songs written and performed by Glory Daze

Produced by Josh Frigo

Mixed by Brian Rosemeyer

Mastered by Dan Emery | Black Matter Mastering

Cover Photo by Devin Taylor McCarthy

Released April 2022 via Plastic Records in Louisville, KY